When It Is All Said and Done

When it is all said and done, I work towards absolute exhaustion

When it is all said and done, I only have the thoughts in my

head to keep me company

When it is all said and done, I dream of what was and what will never be again

When it is all said and done, I am alone in a world that has more depression than living at times

When it I all said and done, I forgot what it means to be loved and love someone back

When it is all said and done, there is no one to keep you company but your loneliness

When it is all said and done, my insomnia haunts my want to sleep and not think about how much sleeping with that special someone else feels and can’t recall what it was truly like to feel that much closeness, serenity, heaven and wholness that is share in your soul with theirs.

When it is all said and done, it is easier to become cold and solitary than attempting to try to find someone that is a substitute for what you had in your life before.

When it is all said and done, you look at memories of what was, how you were, how lucky you truly were and how you knew that you would end up where you currently are.  

When it is all said and done, your loneliness becomes your only life partner.   

When it is all said and done, Voluntary or not, it leaves no comfort, no peace and no affection.

When it is all said and done, only when you close your eyes do you, is the only time of your going through the motions and the persistent tempo of the loneliness truely subsides.

When it is all said and done, you look in the mirror and you don’t see yourself anymore, just a version that is lucidly existing going through the motions

When it is all said and done, you just want to stay in bed most of the time

When it is all said and done, you age alone in your lonesome.

When it is all said and done, you know you missed out on truly "the one."

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